The day started fucked and kept going.

Well, it wasn't even morning when it started being a fucked day, ok, it was, but it was like, 12 midnight... ok, from the start...

I started EMT training last night. Or as Stace would apparently describe it, inadequate training for idiots that have no business taking part on life saving operations. Oh, and CAP is a push over as well where little/no training takes place. I'm just a poorly trained excuse for a rescue worker I guess. It's REALLY hard being shit on and ignoring it and moving on, but that's exactly what I'm going to do. At least I know some honest opinions now versus having this idea that I was held in higher regard or that I knew what I was doing for the level of training I've received. Fuck it, I don't give a shit. It stings, but your entitled to your opinion.

Just don't tell me to fuck off and expect me to be a nice guy the next day. I'm not going out of my way today to do special things, I'm not busting my ass to go on a long lunch, I'd rather do my work and leave later on to do errands. I'm not going to smile and act like nothing's wrong. Looking for a push over? Look somewhere else.

Just fucking nasty. I hate this shit.

I just don't get it. I thought I was doing things that mattered, and I've been informed by someone that it's shit. Then I realized something, they don't know shit. How dare anyone talk about how shitty the system is, when they know DICK about it?! Ignorance is Bliss to some people. But that's a problem with smart people; the bliss goes away as you realize you might not be correct. That's assuming you learn about what you've formed a premature opinion about. Ok, maybe I can't just turn off my anger as such a broad based barrage of what amounts to bullshit is launched at me. I'm pissed right now. My work that I pride myself on was just pissed on and I think that fucking sucks.

Jim had his laptop stolen last night, truck broken into at his home. Emails are hitting his machine constantly from whatever stupid worm is out there. I have work for the GM execs to do, and that's about it. Gotta get dark blue pants tonight, maybe a new dark blue polo, and tennis balls too. I don't think I'm posting again today, I don't feel like doing a god damn thing that I don't HAVE to do. Maybe Jon can come play tennis tonight, or maybe I should read my bullshit books and be ready for my worthless class Thursday night.

What do you do...

What do you do when everything sucks? I personally used to think "Pray your bus goes over the side of the highway." Now, it's more like, "Try to break up a robbery and get shot to death while you take them down and get a medal presented to your mother posthumously." Where's the closest bank?