I failed.

I didn't get in, they'd prefer someone else work for them taking care of patients. This was important to me. I let it slip through my fingers. It really doesn't matter that I made it to the final round of interviews.

Second place is the first loser. I can't finish flight training without the boost in income working 4 shifts a month as an EMT would've provided. By failing here, I fail 2 goals in one. go me.

To top it off, I get to meet with Jim so he can remind me that I suck at my day job right now too. What a FUCKING week.