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I feel like I'm about to start throwing things at the wall to work out the knots in my stomach. I'm going NUTS and doing it quite well I think.

And that's just at home.

Work isn't much better. Today I was in 45 minutes earlier then normal, but there's still lots to do. I'm SO NOT STAYING LATE. On top of the normal work, I have a final exam tomorrow for Cardiac. 98% on the midterm, lets see 100% on the final. You never know, someone's life could be impacted someday by whether I know my shit and point out problems with confidence.

I'm so nervous. I'm going to try to keep fucking off, but it's really hard to do when your instinct is to just be there and try to snap someone out of a weeks worth of bad emotions and sadness. It's impacting me too, I know that fact isn't falling on deaf ears. Just, as;doknva;isenrf;lkmsc. v,mawe.

Ok, I feel better.

What a strange e mail I got...

Who the hell rated me in the first place? I just got an e mail saying someone gave me a 4. Sweet person who ever you are, even if you're BLIND! ;)

Ok all, HAVE AT THEE!

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