Din Din n'stuff...

It was yummy. We went to see our Danielle and Luv Luv. Stace, Jess, and I went over Danielle's with Wine, Mushrooms, and a cake. Danielle served salad, steak, and wonderfully cooked shrooms. Yuuummmmyyyysss. After a few hours, it was time to go hooooommme.

I still feel pretty... weak about the future. I just cannot let myself get close again. I'm tired of being hurt and pissed and pushed away by all this. Maybe space is best. I mean, how the hell are you supposed to think if during your time available to think, you're never alone. Jess knows I love her so much, but I can't see going on as is. When something is THIS damaged, it needs time and space to heal even the friendship end of things. Bah, I hate this. But, life goes on.