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she hated the food. she hated the cake. drama happened. the next day, more drama.

she didn't even have a slice. she wanted steak, i didn't know because she didnt ask me to get any. i don't know what happened to make her leave as i was in the bathroom. i dont know what was said as i brought a friend inside after talking about problems, important problems, on the tennis court at 12am. I felt snubbed in the morning, when i wasn't asked out for breakfast with everyone else and made it known. i didn't know about things from meetings or talks or any of that. I still don't know. i have a sunken feeling in my stomach because i didn't give a good weekend to someone, when i ran myself ragged trying to make it a good day.

this
all
sucks.

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she just ate some of the cake, that makes it feel much better. who can resist chocolate/chocolate mousse?