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Jan. 20th, 2005 04:28 pmI'm so tired of arguing with you my friend. It drains me like no other...
I've tried to show you what you suppress inside yourself, expose the illusion you saw when he gave it up, only to watch you be fooled when he started his act again.
It's disrespectful to me, allowing it to continue because of what he did and you overlook that because it makes YOU happy. That's disloyal and fucked, and you make it worse everyday. You've never apologized. But how can you when you never took the time to reflect at the fact you're being shitty to me? It might impact your illusion and that just isn't acceptable to you. So instead of doing the right thing and taking care of yourself and standing up for those that stand with you, you'd rather pretend it doesn't exist, and when it ends you'll make it better and then you got your cake and ate it too. Along with loads of infected jizz from a guy that doesn't care enough to get tested and probably still sleeps with other men AND women. GREAT CHOICE!
End of story really. I'm just sick of going into it with you.
I've tried to show you what you suppress inside yourself, expose the illusion you saw when he gave it up, only to watch you be fooled when he started his act again.
It's disrespectful to me, allowing it to continue because of what he did and you overlook that because it makes YOU happy. That's disloyal and fucked, and you make it worse everyday. You've never apologized. But how can you when you never took the time to reflect at the fact you're being shitty to me? It might impact your illusion and that just isn't acceptable to you. So instead of doing the right thing and taking care of yourself and standing up for those that stand with you, you'd rather pretend it doesn't exist, and when it ends you'll make it better and then you got your cake and ate it too. Along with loads of infected jizz from a guy that doesn't care enough to get tested and probably still sleeps with other men AND women. GREAT CHOICE!
End of story really. I'm just sick of going into it with you.
