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More moaning...
Oct. 23rd, 2008 08:45 pmIt's better I just dump here...
I feel totally unlovable. I've made mistakes like cheating, and turning away from someone I care deeply for. I didn't know I was in a bad place until it was just days too late. If I could turn back time I would. Missing by days, after 4 years... Perhaps I made her feel unlovable too, or she made herself feel that way after I turned away... I just didn't know what I was doing, I didn't understand I was crossed up. It's so EASY to see now.
Ugly and unlovable. It's honestly how I feel.
I feel totally unlovable. I've made mistakes like cheating, and turning away from someone I care deeply for. I didn't know I was in a bad place until it was just days too late. If I could turn back time I would. Missing by days, after 4 years... Perhaps I made her feel unlovable too, or she made herself feel that way after I turned away... I just didn't know what I was doing, I didn't understand I was crossed up. It's so EASY to see now.
Ugly and unlovable. It's honestly how I feel.
