GEEEEEZE JEN

Please tell me that was a joke, you weren't REALLY sitting around playing with a knife around your wrist...

You know, my previous posting was correct, women I know do some shit that really fucks with my mind... You wonder why I worry, and defend to my dying breath the things and people I hold dear. It's because often times they don't want the life that I care about. They don't want the gift of drawing breath, sunsets, flying, coffee, Coca-Cola, music, etc, etc. Life might suck kids, BUT IT'S BETTER THEN NOTHING. I mean shit, if the people in your life make you want to die, its time to meet NEW PEOPLE. There's 5 BILLION of us on this earth. That makes me think about a few things:

1, Personally, I think there are lots of people much better then I am, both inside and out.
2, It's a rat race
3, If you don't like me, there's 5 Billion others to choose from
4, Even with that said, there's only one of you, and I think the world is less rich if any of the few people I really call a friend were to die.

I count myself lucky to have found 10-20 GOOD people out of 5 billion. I'm not sure if there are many more then that out there, all the more reason I implore you to not do anything that will sadden me, your friend, for the rest of my life. You may die, but the rest of us will remember, and wonder why we weren't enough to make you want to stay.