Today...

Between last nights total bullshit fest served up with a smile from JC to school starting, telling friends that didn't know about Jess moving out to totally feeling like I need to take things on alone... it just sucks ass. It's not like I'm going to sit back and whine for sympathy on LJ like some people do when they want to play victim of a cruel world when something doesn't go their way... I'm here to get shit off my fucking mind. Here are simple truths I believe and even tidbits about me...

When you decide that someone asking for your help gets in the way of your having fun therefore you ignore them when they ask you for some time, you're being an ass and selfish. That's my opinion, and anyone that does or doesn't agree is welcome to comment.

Despite being pissed off, I still check on people to make sure they woke up and made it to work, and try to troubleshoot automotive problems when called.

You can't expect someone to kiss your ass when you insult the shit out of them.

You will not get any time when you make no effort to make time for people other then you.

I resent being used as a stop gap when a person's bored for a week when someone else is ignoring them, and then dropped like a stone when said asshole resurfaces. I'm worth more then that.

I hate feeling like I waste my free time.

I feel horrible about Jess leaving, but it has to happen if we're ever to grow.

I like knowing I'll be distracted by CAP, EMT, and classes.

That's all really. It's time for school, American Culture... fucking liberals, I can't even escape them at school...